[Manolo's music had some power, all right. Well, it had accomplished what he had set out to do, at least.]
Well, Newt will be glad to hear you've gotten some rest, at least. But I take it that means you didn't take too many breaks yesterday or today. I hope you're not pushing yourself too hard.
[He bites his bottom lip. He isn't trying to be rude, but in his experience it seemed people with physical impediments often resented offers of help and voiced concerns. But he couldn't stay silent.]
... You know I'm just asking because I care. I mean, with eh-everyone being gone for so long, it's hard not to worry but I'm still going to worry about you pushing yourself too much.
[He can't seem to look at Hermann at that moment, instead keeping his gaze on his hands, his fingers lacing and fidgeting. He felt warm rising inside him; he was no good at this sort of thing.]
[He should probably be touched by Joaquin's concern, and he is to a degree- but there's only so much of it he can take before it begins to feel patronizing and overbearing.
His gaze bores into Joaquin's averted eyes, evaluating the extent and motives behind the man's concern]
There is a difference between desperation and self-destructive tendencies, Joaquin. I simply cannot stand to be idle. I will eat when not doing so is otherwise distracting from my work, and sleep when my mind refuses to focus any longer. Pushing those limitations certainly, but not purposely exceeding them out of some maudlin need to suffer under duress.
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It seems he hadn't managed to side-step Joaquin's inquiry as successfully as those dances.
Hermann stirs his soup with a frown]
I slept too much the night before last, and I have no delusions of achieving rest so easily again.
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[Manolo's music had some power, all right. Well, it had accomplished what he had set out to do, at least.]
Well, Newt will be glad to hear you've gotten some rest, at least. But I take it that means you didn't take too many breaks yesterday or today. I hope you're not pushing yourself too hard.
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I'm just fine Joaquin, thank you. I have managed under considerably more pressure for years.
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... You know I'm just asking because I care. I mean, with eh-everyone being gone for so long, it's hard not to worry but I'm still going to worry about you pushing yourself too much.
[He can't seem to look at Hermann at that moment, instead keeping his gaze on his hands, his fingers lacing and fidgeting. He felt warm rising inside him; he was no good at this sort of thing.]
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His gaze bores into Joaquin's averted eyes, evaluating the extent and motives behind the man's concern]
There is a difference between desperation and self-destructive tendencies, Joaquin. I simply cannot stand to be idle. I will eat when not doing so is otherwise distracting from my work, and sleep when my mind refuses to focus any longer. Pushing those limitations certainly, but not purposely exceeding them out of some maudlin need to suffer under duress.
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No, I... I understand you don't want to hurt yourself during all this. You want to be able to keep working.
[He knows this but it doesn't make him feel at ease, unfortunately. He doesn't like how pale Hermann has become.]
Go ahead and eat. I'll try to not distract you from it.