It isn't anything you can control. Besides which, we have to get the Precursors out of your head at some point, so we may as well tackle that now. I think we'll both be happier for it, knowing you're free from them.
Let's talk about today though. I feel like I shouldn't think too much about removing Them. Where do you want lunch? Sandwiches? Italian? The little bistro downtown? Thai? I'm open to suggestions.
[He has exactly one pair of jeans, bought a good while ago at Newton's insistence. They're stiff and something of a pain to get in and out of, but it's the most casual clothing he owns. He decides to forgo a jacket to match]
[He arrives home a while later, a bit frazzled and hurries into the bedroom to change clothes. When he comes back, he is dressed in a button down and jeans, looking a bit more like himself.]
This is stupid, and I don't, I shouldn't wear it myself, but that thing you gave me? Younger me? A week ago? That [He made a motion like putting on a ring on his finger] thing. Where is it? If you still have it, I want you to wear it, even if it's just on a string around your neck. I want to know you have it. It's stupid, okay. I just.. yeah.
[He grins uncontrollably and ushers Hermann out the door with a seemingly cheerful smile, masking his own dismay at being unable to simply, impulsively take Hermann's hand.]
[It's such a sweet reaction that Hermann's very nearly tempted to do it again but insteads leads them out to the car. He circles around to the driver's side and settles in]
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You're so brave, Hermann, I... well, you know. What you said.
I just wish I could have stayed younger. For you. For me, too.
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Alright. I'm gonna come home and change and we can go out. Dress, I don't know, cute?
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[He has exactly one pair of jeans, bought a good while ago at Newton's insistence. They're stiff and something of a pain to get in and out of, but it's the most casual clothing he owns. He decides to forgo a jacket to match]
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You look cute.
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He smiles]
I do try. You look comfortable. Are you ready then?
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This is stupid, and I don't, I shouldn't wear it myself, but that thing you gave me? Younger me? A week ago? That [He made a motion like putting on a ring on his finger] thing. Where is it? If you still have it, I want you to wear it, even if it's just on a string around your neck. I want to know you have it. It's stupid, okay. I just.. yeah.
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[He touches Newton's arm as he passes him. It only takes a minute to retrieve it and he shows it to Newton before he slips it into his pocket]
I'll find a string for it later, but I have it for now.
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It's in good hands.
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I'll take very good care of it for you until you can wear it again.
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Thank you.
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I'm glad you came back, Newton.
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...Glad you're still here. And thank you for that week together.
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[He starts up the car and pulls out of the driveway]
If there's anything more I can do to help, do let me know.