Don't leave me. I'm sorry. I, yeah. I shouldn't have said that, I know, my head hurts and and working has helped that? but now people are starting to fall asleep and it's just really quiet. I don't do well in quiet, Hermann.
It's good, it's really good that you can work through this. I'm proud of you, Hermann. I am. That's not sarcasm. I just I wanted to talk to you. About you. I wanted you and I wanted to escape for a minute and I wanted to feel wanted and to have something familiar; there's nothing familiar here except Miles' face, but I've only known him for less than a month and yet he's the guy I maybe know best here.
I didn't want to do this. Damn. I swore to myself up and down I would not do this to you. I was not going to do this! I was not going to be that asshole and burden you with my shit when you're useful over there and and I'm such an asshole.
Tell me about Liebling. Does she still like the top of the fridge or has she picked a new favorite spot? The potato salad. Was it good? Lots of dill? What sweatervest did you wear today? Or are you going to bed? What time is it there? You could leave the phone on, maybe? I could listen to you sleep? ...that's weird.
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It's good, it's really good that you can work through this. I'm proud of you, Hermann. I am. That's not sarcasm. I just I wanted to talk to you. About you. I wanted you and I wanted to escape for a minute and I wanted to feel wanted and to have something familiar; there's nothing familiar here except Miles' face, but I've only known him for less than a month and yet he's the guy I maybe know best here.
I didn't want to do this. Damn. I swore to myself up and down I would not do this to you. I was not going to do this! I was not going to be that asshole and burden you with my shit when you're useful over there and
and I'm such an asshole.
Tell me about Liebling. Does she still like the top of the fridge or has she picked a new favorite spot? The potato salad. Was it good? Lots of dill? What sweatervest did you wear today? Or are you going to bed? What time is it there? You could leave the phone on, maybe? I could listen to you sleep? ...that's weird.
Let's just forget having this conversation.