Is it going to bother you if I don't tell you, because if I tell you it kind of ruins the surprise, but if the surprise is going to make you anxious then I guess I'd RATHER tell you what it is so you can understand maybe WHY I was thinking about doing this--and it's not really romantic per se, but it's kind of...idk...traditional and is it too early? It's too early, isn't it? Forget I said it. I can wait. Or I can not. I can totally not because god, yeah, that's kind of intense and...this is only like the four-month anniversary, huh. Why do I keep doing this?
But it was your name. Or your initials. I hadn't decided yet. And I'm glad you didn't say 'ass' because I was not ready to commit to a tramp-stamp even for you or some other kind of ass tattoo or whatever. I was thinking, like, nape of neck or behind the ear or inside of wrist, so shoulder is good.
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A long silence and a deep breath.]
Well, you see, I--
[Pause.] Ah.
Is it going to bother you if I don't tell you, because if I tell you it kind of ruins the surprise, but if the surprise is going to make you anxious then I guess I'd RATHER tell you what it is so you can understand maybe WHY I was thinking about doing this--and it's not really romantic per se, but it's kind of...idk...traditional and is it too early? It's too early, isn't it? Forget I said it. I can wait. Or I can not. I can totally not because god, yeah, that's kind of intense and...this is only like the four-month anniversary, huh. Why do I keep doing this?
But it was your name. Or your initials. I hadn't decided yet. And I'm glad you didn't say 'ass' because I was not ready to commit to a tramp-stamp even for you or some other kind of ass tattoo or whatever. I was thinking, like, nape of neck or behind the ear or inside of wrist, so shoulder is good.
...Yeah.